I know it's rough to deal with things without numbing ourselves CG.
A lot of us have decades of stuff we kinda pushed to one side.
I can promise you that the more you stay sober the more you'll deal with this stuff, and gain a new perspective on it.
If you don't like the way you look there's a load of stuff you can do...go get your hair cut, or have a make over, go to the gym if you feel you need to lose a few pounds...that stuff is easy
I'm no oil painting believe me, but it's never been my outsides that attracted people, it was my inside - the person I am.
You have a family that loves you. That's something a lot of us here don't have.
They know, even if you sometimes forget, that there's noone else on Earth quite like you
For years our addiction used our self esteem against us, and as a reason to drink. It's time to turn that around
You deserve happiness and contentment...it may hurt a little now but it's worth it. Stay with us
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