It is awesome to get clean and stay clean but I was taught from day one that if I get clean and stay clean I should give back what was so freely given to me. If I do not try to help the next person who is struggling to stay clean then I am a thief. This is why I share my story regularly, I now speak in rehabs and try to help someone because there was always someone who was willing to be there to help me when I needed it. If we all got clean and then went off who would help the next person ?