Pushkin

This time round? Just two weeks! But the weekend we're planning isn't happening for another six weeks. That's the really weird thing - it doesn't feel like my AV is trying to get me to drink now, just to concede that on that weekend I will. It's so strange!

I have done several months of sobriety in the past and social events don't generally bother me (as long as I can bail out if people get drunk and annoying) and these friends are fantastically supportive. It just feels like my brain is going "Ok, this is all very well and good for now but this whole "forever" notion? Yeah, lets not do that..."