Torn, you have a PLAN! That's a big step! Work it a day at a time, sometimes an hour at a time. And PLEASE stay away from Google for medical issues, lol. When I was going through my health issues in the first few months of my sobriety I Googled all the time and let's just say I was pretty sure I had every ailment known to man and then some.
LS - Well said and great advice as always!
Hope everyone has a great day!