Oh honey pig! I'm so sorry you are hurting! Take a virtual hug from me ((honey pig))!!! It's going to be OK in the end. Take heart knowing that 'this too shall pass' and life will go on and you will be happy and free one day soon. I know, I know...easier said than done. Well, I know that's what I'd say anyway if someone said this stuff to me, LOL! HUGS again! Keep talking here, keep asking for support....we're here for you!