Originally Posted by
SnoozyQ 
Um yep , everyone in my family is pretty certain I'm an alcoholic lol ;-)
Same here. By the time I reached the point of wanting to stop, just about everybody had a feeling I was an alcoholic. Even though the last relapse I had, I basically was a closet drinker.
But, they also are blind to their own issues. My father drinks way to much and my mother is on drugs to "keep her even". So we all have our problem and it seems the only one that can fix them is ourselves.
My AV has been acting up terrible since I've been unemployed. But, it's me that keeps that monster at bay. I know I would be in terrible shape if I started again. Unlike you Stacy, It would be very hard for me to stop and come back here. I would begin to fall into that bottomless pit again.
So, I'm scared to death to even think of relapse. Cause when I play it out in my mind it ends in disaster.