Congrats on 6 weeks
. Unfortunately, we can't control other people, only ourselves. I know you love your spouse, but would you really want to drink just to keep your marriage/make him happy? You look after you, and I agree that your kids shouldn't have to be around drunkeness. Maybe your spouse will eventually see that and follow your example. Meanwhile, I pray he will at least be more supportive of you in your Sobriety.
Bunnez