I loved rehab, rehab gave me so much, respite from myself.
A break from myself and even though it took a while it gave me clarity and it probably saved my life...it is a time to breath and to learn how to breath again...
Another thing it gave me was value, for some reason the people who were paid to help me cared and their input into my wellbeing made me feel like I must be worthwhile at a time when I didn't.
There is nothing more important now than your health, everything else will follow...trust in that.
Take care.