NCG sorry for your troubles. You too, Nikki.
I'm in an awful bind. On waiting list for rTMS, but suicidally depressed so psych referred me to another psych for intranasal ketamine. Go on tues.
I wonder if sobriety has pushed me to the edge? I can't drink now tho, sometimes I wonder if I've done myself more damage not drinking??
So empty and lonely and no family support.