Holy cow, work was awful tonight. I lost my mind. I came out to the bar saying don't let me drink don't let me smoke over and over again. It is extremely difficult to deal with drunken "supervisors" if you can call them that. And I have a new girl who, if she doesn't stop running her mouth, is about to take a ride on the end of my foot.
The bartender was good, my friend was there who watched the whole thing unfold and I made it out. But I'm so mad I'm shaking. I'm going to shower, have my tea and read my book. I can't believe how fast my brain jumped to drinking or smoking. Wow. Day 10 complete and sober