Going to a f2f tonight
As soon as I write this post, I am going to my first f2f naranon meeting tonight.
I can't take credit for more than just realizing that I was 'given' a day of calm today after 2 days of intense anxiety attacks...and working my program the best I can...not too well I'm afraid...but I am in there trying...and having done another online naranon meeting last night.
I know that I need to be with people who understand and who don't judge and from whom I can learn...those with deeper recovery than my own...which right now feels very thin and weak.
So...just for tonight...I can go to this meeting...researched it, confirmed it exists, looked up the directions and now I am getting up to go.
Praying to my HP (God to me) for direction and guidance and this is it for today.
Thanking God for the ability to do this.