I joined an online dating agency.
It made me realise straight away I was not ready for that.
I couldn't imagine another man in my home, near my child.
No, no, no not for me.......yet.
My point of posting is maybe try something like this,maybe if you joined one and you don't have to commit to anything, go out with anyone, share your life with anyone, it might help you decide if yes you are ready for a new relationship or dating type thing, or no not yet.
If its no, you know you need to find companionship elsewhere in friends, female groups whatever.
If its yes, then you can see whose out there.