Thank you so much, for all your kind words. I just wish... I know it's not me. I really do know that. Last night just felt like real betrayal.
But while I know that, I see this all as him giving up. He keeps saying it. All this morning. He talked about saying goodbye to me. He's scaring me.
He reached out to two rehabs. One is telling him to come back to SoCal. Another is telling him he doesn't have enough for a downpayment. It's just a heartbreaking situation. And I don't know what to do to help. Or how to support. I'm so far away. I can't hold his hand, or just hug him. I can't look him in his eyes and give him that encouragement like before. I can't help distract him.