Originally Posted by
wanttobehealthy 
So maybe what I am sad about is that the in tact family with a spouse who is a partner to me and a parent to my girls isnt something I have (nor really ever had) and it just makes me sad...
I hear ya. ((hugs)).
I'm 45yr with young kids that are a handful. Other parents/people here my age have kids that are in college, not in grade school. There socializing is not something I can take part in and they are not so interested in going back to doing the young family oriented things. I just have to accept that I'm alone and that is the way it is for now.