Thanks for the kind words everyone. It really feels good to hear as silly as that sounds. I really can't wait until 7 tonight so I can get that 90 days chip. Even though I may still be a bit banged up I feel good. It's been so long since I've felt anything but pain and self loathing. I'm soooo happy I made it through my 20's despite my best efforts to do otherwise. That self destructive attitude and behavior can stay with my 20's because my 30's are going to be a fun and positive ride!