This is a good opportunity to post my slip. I've only shared with one friend on SR who wondered where I was. I had a cancer scare and going through it alone and waiting a week for results, the stress got to me. But it was benign and my yearly checkup I passed even the blood work. At 65 with my drinking history I'm surprised. I've been beating myself up, feeling ashamed, and not posting much but back on track and the depression is lifting. Thanks everyone for being here.