Welcome Pringle. I have had so many embarrassing moments from being drunk that I can't keep up with them. I prefer the embarrassing things because my drinking got so bad that my actions went from embarrassing to downright dangerous and reckless. Waking up in a jail cell or being in the ER is not embarrassing. It's scary.
Reach out for help now. The 'black-out' is a bad sign of things to come that will be much worse.