I relate mostly bc I get drug tested randomly and terrified to fail.. I check labels of everything... No sanitizer... Don't touch or inhale anything with alcohol. It's insane! But as is the board of nursing in my state!!I also avoid places where people are drinking. I'm 7 months sober but still feel depressed that I can't drink anymore. I honestly miss it sometimes.. Then I have a pity party that I can enjoy drinks with all my other 29 year old friends. But what is nice is not being embarrassed about what I did drinking and not feeling like crap after. For now I'm grateful that I'm being held accountable. Can't wait to be a place that I'm comfortable with being around other people drinking. Until then, I'll be vigilant.
Megan