Good topic to think about. I personally lost my fear of dying through drinking. After sharing at an AA meeting, I was told I am considered a 1%er because I was told by a Dr. that I was within 30 minutes of being dead. I am a type one diabetic and I was actually hospitalized with a blood sugar level of over 1100.
Ive also tried to sober up and failed so many times that at one point I actually thought about people who commit suicide and thought, "I get it, i see why". I quickly shook it off cause that scared me (as it should). Death no longer scares me, not living is what I fear. Thanks for the post, thats something ive never shared and its good to just get it out there.