If i drink again i open the door to let all the craziness back into my life .
If i can "get away with it" this time then why not next weekend, next month, tomorrow .. right now ? sounds like the same old craziness and frustration to me ...
I know what the drinking life holds for me , i'd done it to death these last 20 odd years …
I don't know what a sober life holds in store for me … with a plan i'm sure i can do a wedding sober , you can too .
Bestwishes, m