Got it in my mind to drink...
Hey there.
Just wanted to say I'm on day 66 of sobriety right now and my sister's wedding is in two days and I've been dreading it for some time, but now the drinking in my mind has started even before I expected it to.
Worst cravings today (tonight, right now) that I've had since back around the 30 day mark.
Didn't really know else where to vent this, so I posted it here. I want to get good and sloppy drunk, and it feels like I've made my mind up for tomorrow (it's 11:25 PM here in Minnesota right now) - it feels like my mind is made up already, and that I can get away with it.