I am visiting my mom. I'm away from my "safe" routine. I have had to watch my stepdad suck down scotch after scotch. I have had to watch my mom enjoy a few glasses of wine. I could smell it. I don't want it. I'm not going to drink it. As a matter of fact I'm laying in bed in the guest bedroom. I'm going to read.
My anxiety and stress levels are through the roof! It is extremely uncomfortable. But I am going to make it without drinking tonight. Good night all.