I feel like my life is so torn apart and sad right now that drinking is the only thing keeping it together
That was the great lie for me...the truth was I was comforted by the way alcohol made me feel..but it also made things worse in that I became dependant on it...and whenever I didn't have it I'd have my normal anxiety PLUS the anxiety of wanting my 'fix'...
The only way to break that cycle is...no booze, Luc. It's not comfortable, but you have support here - you're not alone