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Old 10-02-2014, 03:05 AM
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Originally Posted by sthlondonab View Post
Hey folks

Early morning London Town and ready for some work. Only two days to get through and then it's the weekend.

I was reading the posts on 'Stoptober' this morning. This is a great way for me to say that I have stopped drinking at work to colleagues etc. I have a couple of client dinners coming up that I have been worried about. Maybe then at the end of the month, god willing, I can say - I like this not drinking, going to continue.

Believe me, I would love to come clean at work but in my industry it's not an option to admit this illness, addiction. That's how I feel now anyway - I am hoping a day at a time to get to the stage where I don't give two hoots what others think. Working on the fear of what others think of me, as it's a big part of previous drinking.

Morning share done! Wishing everyone a peaceful and sober day today.
Do you say you have a drink problem sthlondon? I just tell people that I want to get healthy and most people seem okay with that. No one has labelled me as an alcoholic because as I never drank on the job etc etc

But I know I am. I am a functioning alcoholic and always will be no matter how long I stay sober. Me and drink are a lethal combination
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