Last night had some good news. first reaction .. that deserves a bottle of wine. I thought of this group and how much I wanted to succeed. No wine was had so thank you all, you have already made a difference in my life. Got to thinking about my AV, some people have given theirs a name. I have decided that mine is a leech, clinging to my skin like a bloated slug. It grows stronger when I drink. I already feel it shrinking and it makes me feel good to think of it shrivelling up and dropping off. Sorry if that's a bit gory but I am here at my computer having seen the sunrise for the first time in many months. Good luck today everyone x