((((((chicory)))))). You are kind, smart, fun and an talented crafter! Is it possible to take some craft classes? Look around the community college or check with the local high school night classes. I know you like to knit, check the yard store or hobby hops to see what they have going on. It's not just to learn the craft, it's to have some uncomplicated companionship. check the book store and see if there's a Book Club.
You deserve to have some fun and enjoy your life. You're worth knowing and I think if would be good to have stuff outside of work and family to think about.
I can't really comment about the situation with your son. I haven't been there personally but did watch this go down with my mom. My sibs sucked the life out of her. you've come so far and worked so hard! Don't give up! you deserve it!
Love from Lenina