Brian,
Welcome to Soberrecovery. Isn't it amasing how that works!
It amases me sometimes, whenever I get the thought that
naaaaw I don't need to go today, that's when I drop everything and get my butt there!! Being a recovering A I can always come up with some reason not to go, it's cold out, I'm going to be late,
they are reading "to the wifes" how am I going to get anything out of that story?, all of them are nothing but my illness telling me I OK, and whenever it's telling me that, I'm not. Anyway keep going.
Blessings,
Vinnie