Thanks guys. I know that I am right with what I am doing, but it feels so wrong.
I really don't want this divorce, as none of us do, but he has to stop drinking to continue and he wont. 26 years ago I married my best friend, we also dated in high school Chicory. We have been together for 34 of my 50 years on this planet.
It is so hard, and he just moves on and parties like a rock star. We still live together, he goes out every night and comes home after I'm a sleep. Just wish he wasn't having so much "fun". Just so bummed that he doesn't feel the pain that I do.
It just sucks that I will love him forever and he is sick. The person I married is not the same man that he is now. I truly believe that, "that" man wouldn't have done to me what "this" man has done and put our family through.
Couple weeks to go to court and file the papers. Close on the house on November 12. Start of my "new" life.