My X husband went into a blackout and when he did broke into someone's house, trashed it, jumped out the window and was picked up limping and bleeding down the road. Cost our marriage and about $25k. He woke up the next day in jail, had no idea what he was there for and still does not remember to this day.
This was completely out of character for him, had I not seen his hat and a few other of his belongings there I would not have even believed he did it.
Please reach to sobriety.