Guilt
Its been over a week since I last have heard from my exA and I am proud of my progress as I get more and more clarity thanks to the help of all of you! Something new is emerging.....
I am struggling with these feelings of guilt! ...........................
That I never tried hard enough to help him or I didn't tell him enough that his disease was gonna kill him!!
Why do I want to reach out to his sister and tell her how sick he is. She is a kind, loving, understanding soul and I am not sure she knows the extent of his disease! My ex and his sister have lost a sibling already (not sure addiction related) and my fear is she will lose another brother sooner than later!