Originally Posted by
Sokar 
First off I want to say Hello.
I never really thought I had an alcohol problem and still don't fully believe I do. Since I can go weeks in between drinks.
Well...first off "Hello" to you.
Accepting our problem with alcohol sometimes takes earth shattering losses and many, many years and experiences..and some never accept it fully enough to stay away forever. They keep on trying...some lose everything, some die or worse, others die as a result of someone else's inability to accept that there is no fixing an off button that never existed in the first place.
The no "off" button once started is a GIANT clue...enormous. You might not fit the "profile" in your mind's eye....
But sorry hon...you do in mine.