Originally Posted by SoberComposer

I am so happy for you Buggirl! It took me so many freakin "controlling" attempts to know what I know now.

You are amazing and deserve to be continually happy!

I did manage a somewhat controlled drinking pattern for 6 of 7 days a week.. it suuucked.. then I benged on Friday. Controlling is like flying to a beachouse resort with friends and then getting sick and being stuck in the room while your friends are having a blast. Much harder and less satisfying then just quiting.

Much love and respect,

-Michael