That ESD...what is your name? If I may ask....
And how very sweet of you to call me a beauty....amidst all this ********...it makes me feel good.
Why did I stop drinking? Hm....because I had to. Because I hated myself...and my life...and I realized after all this time of sobriety that I was the problem...
I also remember a very distinct point in time where I stared at a bottle of medication and I thought..."well, now...what's the point anymore of I keep going at this rate?".
No one knows this. This is my first time sharing it. But yes...I was close to just calling it quits.
And I was about to lose myself too....that's why I stopped.
Oh and I also stopped because I didn't think I would last a week...and I didn't plan on it...little did I know...with hard work and determination. So maybe this is why I relapsed....because I never wanted sobriety in the first place??
But I know deep down I did. Or else I wouldn't be here since 2011!