I am so happy for you Buggirl! It took me so many freakin "controlling" attempts to know what I know now.
You are amazing and deserve to be continually happy!
I did manage a somewhat controlled drinking pattern for 6 of 7 days a week.. it suuucked.. then I benged on Friday. Controlling is like flying to a beachouse resort with friends and then getting sick and being stuck in the room while your friends are having a blast. Much harder and less satisfying then just quiting.
Much love and respect,
-Michael