Finally!
As I have put in previous posts this week, I have had a couple of long relapses since i managed 32 days sober in August/Sept.
I just want to say how greatful I am for this forum! I am taking today as my new day one! I know I have now learnt lessons that will help me and know the triggers that set it all off again!
I know that it was that I thought I could moderate my drinking and had chosen to ignore the advice so many of you gave as I thought I was an exception!
Having been down again, I know that I am merely a mortal with a drink addiction and as such will always aim never to take that first drink again! I thank you all in advance for the support I know I will get going forward and I know that I have to keep on pushing through!
Thanks