I'm on my second... I had a head on collision with a BAC of .4, what would you like to know?
It gets better... keep off the drink, take your financial hit, move one.
It's not tough love from your sponsor, it's perhaps what you should be doing...
It's just a road bump when put into perspective of your entire life.
Learn from it.
You haven't blown your life... you are just not thinking right...