I apologised
Today I did something that has been bothering me.
I had a relapse in July when my parents were on holiday. My father cut his holiday short and came home.
Today I apologised to my dad.
He looked at me and said "forget about it. It's in the past. All you have to focus on is today, and prepare a little for tomorrow".
I had been feeling bad all morning. After I said it, I felt better. Maybe I had been worrying about it subconsciously.
I have been sober since July 12th and I am grateful.
I just wanted to get this off my chest. Thanks for reading.