Oh, Meowy, you and I could be twinners! Except I'm a year older than you
But seriously, your drinking patterns and mine are almost exactly the same. I don't drink daily, but when I do, I'm "that girl" who gets 100% stupid. Blacks out. Does dumb sh*t I can't remember doing and ultimately feels out of control in the aftermath.
I also have an awesome hubby I love with all my soul, and I believe he deserves better than that. Not some totally lushed-out lady who is kissing random strangers at the bar :-/
Anyway, I'm so glad your husband is in the know about the message you sent. There are still things I haven't totally divulged to my husband, because I was scared of the hurt I'd cause. And my embarrassment. Maybe one day, I'll be brave enough to do the same.
Glad to see you here!