A little scary on the you "sinking into drinking" part -- but if that is not you -- it is not you.
This part.
Originally Posted by
LightInside 
Especially when odds are that I could find someone who really loves me and isn't already married to Lady Liquor?
My observation is to KEEP IN MIND -- MOST People out in the real world are NOT A(s).
And now that you know what NOT to do . . . no reason you would do that again.
Just because life handed us one Lemon does not mean we are pre-destined to run a Lemonade Stand.