Hello MG,
I read some of your post,
I tried to read more.......but then started having a bad panic attack.
I am still working on learning to read.
I am Deaf/mute and have never gone to school.
soooooo I have no one to call and talk to when I am feeling this much in pain.
my coping resorces are very limited.
I cut myself today twice, just to feel a little better.
my inner kids are dealing with a SRA holiday.
and I am too. I don't know what to do anymore.
I don't know what to do with all this pain, and there is no relief.
Feels like the panic attacks and flashbacks are in more control than I am.
And that really scares me.
I can't sort this all out anymore.............it is just too big.
LyvLuvLaff
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