the only advice i can give you is try out all the different types of aa meetings, as the first meeting you go to could be the worse meeting in the world for you but you will never know it unless you go to a second or 3rd meeting to compare them
for me i ended up at aa in a horrible mess being a 24/7 drinker who had nothing left, so i needed to go to aa meetings day and night and it worked for me, once my head started to clear my life started to turn around but i found all my answers for me and my alcoholism in aa
the people there spoke about themselves but it felt like they were talking about me such is how much i could identify with most of them in the rooms
so please give other meetings a try dont feel you just have to stick to one meeting a week or just go to the same one
if you call up the help line again and explain that you would like to go to other meetings and maybe have someone help you by meeting you etc they will help
good luck to you