Hi Pinki,
Please don't be too hard on yourself... that's why it's called an addiction, we don't know why, but we do it...
Now think about why you crashed... because you where bored maybe? alone? now when you find the answer, think about what you will do the next time you're at 2 weeks sober... what will you do differently that will not make you crash again...
I don'y mean to sound like your father, I'm only at day 7 sober, but what I do know is that everytime we crash, if we get the lesson and strategise more efficiently for the next round of sobriety, then we will succeed at one point!!
And I do know that everybody here, deep inside, have the strenght to break this addiction!!
So get your answers, get your head up and sober up again...
You can do this!