Hey,
I joined here four years ago and then left and drank for four more years and only checking in here a few times a year. I was much more sick everyday than four years ago so that gave me the ammo I needed. I rode the elevator nearly to the bottom. Are you sick enough of being sick and tired? It took me a long time to reach that point but it does come. Hopefully we find that point before we do irreparable damage. You can stop now!