i love my kids. I don't want anyone to think that I don't. And I don't resent taking care of them, they are my world. I just resent that I am having to do this myself, with a partner who spends his spare time drinking instead of with his family. Our daughter asked me, what happens if Dad decides he'd rather be drinking forever than spend time with us? That broke my heart. I want to tell him that, I want him to know how much he's hurting us.