Denphen, many of us have had to make hard choices. My adult son is the addicted loved one in my life and after years of almost killing myself trying to save him, I had to let go and move on with my life and leave his life and his choices up to him and to God.
You have children, that can make it harder to leave..and more dangerous to stay. Are your children safe from any drugs that may be left around or aggressive drug-driven behaviour?
I hope you find some comfort and peace here. We all walk together here and I am glad you joined us.
Hugs