I'm a stay at home mom of 2. I have been married twice..first time for 4 yrs and this time almost 5.. I'm only 30. I've never not had addiction in my life but I myself have never even smoked a cigarette. I do understand alot about addiction just from my surroundings but of course can't say I understand from a perspective of the addict because I haven't been one. I'm smart enough to know what should be done yet have trouble changing my ways of allowing things to happen around me