I'm sorry you're miserable LadyM87, but honestly why does it matter that you had great sex? That's just adding a bunch of fluff to your story. Your relationship with him isn't really that unique. Believe it or not many of us have had sex with alcoholics. They know how their parts work just like non-alcoholics. Sometimes they're quite proficient at it. Do you want to be with him or not? If you do, great, more power to you. If not, then start working a program of self recovery. You know how to do it. Use your phone to find a therapist and the nearest Alanon group instead of downloading silly apps.