Back and feeling surprisingly good!
Hey everyone,
I'm back. I'm at meetings, hanging out with others in recovery, good friends, doing a lot of soul-searching and reading a lot.
Despite withdrawals, I feel surprisingly good but I wanted to post to mark this as me starting over (again). This is my third day sober.
I have anxiety and depression and the anxiety isn't so good at the moment, but one weird thing I have noticed are my dreams. I am having the most unpleasant, weirdest dreams and they're all to do with consequences of my actions, like if I'd taken things further with my drinking, I saw these awful things happening. My subconscious is definitely making a point!
Anyway, it's good to be back.