Ya know what, It's just going to take more time.
I know this firsthand because Fall is my favorite season. I like the crisp air, sweatshirts, with socks and tennies ( no more sandals) football, leaves turning. I love October.
Anyhow, when I was with xabf I dreaded my season because he had taken over my life.
This year (after close to 4 years later) I couldn't wait. I was excited for fall and all it meant to me. I woke up energized and rejuvenated.
I bought myself a new pair of Sketchers walking shoes. They are super cute and have lime green laces.
I NEVER splurged when I was with him, I never knew what financial emergency I was going to have to dish out cash for (so sad)
Point is..... it just takes time and it gets much , much , much better. I promise!