I totally get where you are coming from. I feel exactly the same. Today I did something "minor" to get back at him, and guess what? I feel horrible because it brought back so many painful memories (it's only been 2 weeks). It probably didn't phase him at all. He probably enjoyed it because now he knows I'm still thinking about him. Please, learn from my mistake, which was a total codie relapse. It wasn't worth it. Hugs